I am back on the topic of infertility and the time is coming again where I will find out if I need to start buying diapers or decide how to continue on my "treatment" if thats what you want to call it. I hate that word because it almost makes me feel as though there is something wrong with me or I am not quite right. August will be my 3rd month of Letrozole and my next doctors visit is August 31st. I had hoped that I wouldn't need to make a decision like this since the doctor assured me in most cases this is all it usually takes. I still hope she is right, but maybe I am not usual.
The next step we spoke about at my first doctors appointment was to do IUI. I am still not sure how I feel about that. It seems so unnatural. I guess the feeling of not being in control of your body is unnatural.
I am considering trying a more wholistic treatment before I got the IUI route, acupuncture, massage, vitamins...I guess I am just trying to be proactive instead of reactive. I am too much of an emotional mess to make these kind of decisions when the time comes to make them. I have come to the point where it is very hard to stay positive because if the test doesn't have to be (+) I don't either anymore. I guess maybe it just makes the disappointment easier.
Anways, these are many of the things that are stirring around in my mind as I try to get through each day
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