Monday, April 16, 2012

This is getting old...

Well, the gig is up this month.  Once again no baby, I woke up at 5AM this morning to some of the worst cramps I have ever felt.  I knew right away what was going on.   AF is here and another month is over.  I'm so sick and tired of this.  I barely even feel sad right now, more angry.  Are you kidding me?  3 beautiful chances from me, 210 million beautiful chances from him!!!!  On paper we sound like we are probably about the most fertile people to exist on the earth, but we aren't and we don't know why. 

We are taking a break, I am putting the thermometer away and just going to see acu-lady once a week.  I'm also totally over this light exercise crap.  I'm going to start training for a 5K.  That is all for now.  I'm too pissed off and frustrated to write anything else that doesn't include bad language.

Julie

4 comments:

Gracelyn Zegarelli said...

I've been there for almost 3 years, my dear. It never gets any easier, and I wish I could say the annoyance and anger will go away, but for me it hasn't yet. Hugs and positivity sent your way. :) xoxo

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry, Julie. :(

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry, Julie. I am praying for peace for you.

Julie said...

Thanks! Everyone's support has made this entire painful process much easier. Hooray for going to see acu-lady tonight!