Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Feeling Really Infertile Today

Hello Everyone!

I hope you all had a great Memorial Day Weekend.  I had a really great time up north with the family.  I was relaxed and happy and then all of a sudden today I feel back to reality and back to feeling really IF!  I know this whole thing is a process, but I don't have a plan and it is starting to bother me.  Right now I am still doing herbs and acupuncture 1x per week. 

I know I am supposed to be on a break, but I am starting to feel like I need a timeline as to when we will start treatment towards another IUI.  I am wondering if there is more testing that I should be doing?  Getting more opinions?  Honestly I have been feeling really great off the medication so it would be really hard to "go back under" the whirlwind of hormones, but at the same time I don't know if I am doing the right thing.  It is driving me crazy!  Maybe instead of a "break" which isn't really a break with doing acupuncture and timing, I should take a real break. 

This is just not getting any easier!  Anyways, just thought I would vent a little bit.


PS.  Anyone reading 50 Shades of Grey?  I haven't yet, but plan to! :)

1 comment:

Kendall Suhr said...

Sorry you had a rough one - hopefully 50 shades of Grey will make you feel a bit better - at least lighten the mood for you!

Instead of worrying about having a plan and what the plan should be and when, remember to look for the signs of what you should do, not saying that something come out and tell you the perfect concoction for getting pregnant but I feel that you will be able to open your eyes to what the right next steps are and that will bring you more peace on a daily basis. I love you and am thinking of you!