Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Someone Pass the Wine

SHIT....shit....shit....shit.  My period showed up last night.  I can't even put into words how devastated I am right now.  I want to cry, I want to scream but more than that I feel absolutely numb so I can't do either of those things.  So I get today...to be mad, angry, sad and whatever else I need.  I get to throw out all the hopeful crap for one day because today...today sucks!  So today you also get to be mad, upset, angry and pissed off and below no positive crap I want some anger in the comments section below because we get today.  I'm not kidding...throw in some f-bombs!

Tomorrow is a new day, the day I remember all the happy hopeful butterflies and rainbow crap I always blog about.  Tomorrow I will remember that God has a plan and that things will work out.  Tomorrow I remember that the Mr. and I have already mapped out our plan moving forward and that we already discussed our attack moving forward and that the battle isn't over yet.

Today I am sad, today I feel defeated.

Julie

6 comments:

Kendall Suhr said...

Well.... Fuck. there you go, there's your first F-bomb. I am so angry for you I want to throw something, i don't know what, but something. FYI, I am organizing the Thanksgiving wine as we speak.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry....that sucks! IF is so unfair...I'll drink tonight for you too.

Amber said...

Well that just sucks!! Fuck!!! What a disappointment....especially with a fucking holiday right around the corner. Cocktails are what you need. A plethora of cocktails. Fuck infertility.

Lilly said...

:( that sucks so fucking much (had to put my own in there). It does though. Believe me. I know. :( I like what Amber said above me - "Fuck Infertility".

Anonymous said...

FUUUUUUUUUCK....Hope you get fucking wasted today...You deserve it...

Julie said...

I fuckin live you guys!!! Happy Thanksgiving and Im thankful for wine and all of you!!!!